tra la la la la la, its exactly 12:30 AM and im not tired at all. Tomorrow i am leaving for the ski trip and i need to get up earley to finish packing, but i don't feel like going to bed. I need to spend like the rest of my vacation stranded in some condo with old ppl, well 40-50 years old kinda old, but still not my age. not exactly my idea of a fun time. O wait, my sister is gonna be there too and her friend, hmmmm, yah that just makes everything worse.
My life has been sooo boring lately, i mean it feels like somthings missing, im sure everyones had that feeling tho. ITs just like all i do is go to dance, and go to school (which by the way i don't like my school much, but i definately luv a lot of the friends i've made there with all my heart). I have the same friends which of course is definately a good thing, its just, i haven't been meeting new ppl, probly cuz i have bad social skills though, lol, well not horribly bad tho. It's just everyday everything is exactly the same. i do the same things over and over everyweek.
OK, now it is 1:21, and i have been sitting here the whole time staring at the screen and im not getting any more tired. NOthing has entrigued me so much that i should write about it. I guess i will just go to bed and try to go to sleep.
lol sry this passage wasn't interesting, i just had nothing else to do.

Tonight is christmas eve, tomorrow is christmas. Hmmmm.... im not excited about it, i dunno y, but i am excited about the food tonight, there's gonna be a lot of food, i luv food. I am soooooo bored, and allll ..i wouldn't say depressed, but ummmm.. not happy..? i dunno thats the best way to explain it. Its not just one particular thing, im just allll blaah.

Anyways, i saw lord of the rings, return of the king! Those movies are a true work of art, ummmmm.. . . besides the first one, i fell asleep when i was watching that. Legolas is sooooo hott, haha. When he killed that elephant, and all the ppl on it, that was cool, but then that frigin dwarf ruined it and was all like that only counted as one! yah right after he said that an arrow should have come and shot him in the head. haha steph. Orlando bloom is a studmuffin.Yah, but there was some corniness in it, like when pippin started singing and then it showed the fighting in slow motion...he should be on american idol. Yah, but anyways those movies are uber good, and im hopefully probaby gonna see it a 3rd time with em!

hmmmmm... wow, im really boring, so i will now end the irksomeness. hmmm im not quite sure if that word fits properly, but o well its a funny word. |: )

Wow...just wow. Tonight was full of pure craziness, i have the weirdest family.We went out to boston to eat with me, my mom and dad, and then billy and tommy (their like my brothers, we always do stuff together with our families, and have known eachother since we were born) and then their parents. here's some stupid stuff we did.

Mr. Dragon: hey isn't that the building that college graduate jumped off of, like 8 years ago?
my dad:hmmm i never heard of that.
My mom: Jim everyone knows about that!
My dad: hmmmm, i wonder y he jumped off the building...

Ok, then we're in the middle of the hotel lobby, billy and tommy and our dads are standing there talking (our moms were off doing sumthing stupid) then i was leaning on a pole and then i fell backwards onto my back, in the midle of the place, with a skirt on and landed on my back.

Then for desert we tried going to the four seasons, unfortunately my mom heard there was like a 4 hour wait. So my mom goes up and he tells her how long the wait was, and then my mom was like well we're staying here (which we weren't)
Worker:Oh, wat room are u in?
Mom: ummm.... 1120
worker:1120?
Mom:yah
worker: ok ummm 1 hour wait then.
Mom:ok
Worker:would u like me to call ur room when we're ready for u?
Mom:well ummmm....no, we'll just wait here in the lobby.
smoothe mom smoothe, yah wait in the lobby for an hour.
yah..... its too bad that room 1120 didn't exist tho! Wow, it might have been smarter to pick a lower number!
so they were like Ma'am, 4 hour wait!

OK, so now i had to be all polite at the table cuz tommy who is usually like all abnoctious was forced to take a manners class , so yah here are some types:

if u have sumthing on ur face, do NOT vigorously wipe it, dab it gently, but if it continues to be a problem, excuse urself to the powder room.

hmmm i acually forget all the rest......


yah and in the car everywhere, i had to sit in between two queers singing along to christmas carols on the radio. ooh the insanity.

Yah and at the desert place we exchanged gifts. Me and tommy got stuff from pacsun and then bill got stuff from abacrombie along with a tag which had a story on it....the queerest thing ever it read like this:


in december, 1901, deep in the heart of adirondacks, young business parteners and avid sports ecthusiasts, David Abacrombie and Ezra Fitch, set out on their annual winter expiditionaround lake champlain. The brisk 150-mile afternoon trek was always the perfect commencement to the holiday season.And this year would be one they'd never forget.

Tales of the great moose had been passed downfro generations,alleging this monstrous beast to stand ocer 12 feet tall with antlers spanning more than the length of a canoe. THe legen further states that someone caught in its shadow would never live to tell about it.

As for the outdoorsy duo, their hike wasn't off to a good start. A bit on the snowy side, the day was the kind where sky and land meet in the middle and play tricks on one's eyes.But nothing that their A&F snowshoes and monogrammed whiskey flasks couldn't get tem through ....or so the thought.
dum dum duuuuuuum...

Three hours into the wilderness Abacrombieand Fitch were having a heated discussion about the secret language of chipmunks when the quiet stillness of a dark and brooding shadow swept over them. The men froze in their tracks as they heard a low-pitching bellow loud and piercing...this was not chipmunk
dum dum duuuuuummm.....
(Then it shows a picture of two snowsheoers and a shadow of a moose and over one of the ppl its says "%$&@!")

Before they could even think twice they were off and running for their lives. UNfortunaltely, running for one's life in snowshoes is not recommened even for the most skilled adventure seeker. It wasn't long before the men were a tangled mess rolling out of control and eventually over a cliff. This really sucked.
uhhhhhh...NO REALLY!?

When the men gained consciousness 20 feet below, they found themselves face to snout with the elusive Great Moose. They succumed to their mortality and bid their final farwells.
"so long Abacrombie!"
Nice knowin' ya fitch!"
At hearing this, the Great Moose lifeted his head with astonishment.
"Are you the abacrombbie & Fitch guys?" he asked
"umm...yes, as a matter of fact, we are."
"awsome" said the Great Moose, and walked away, leaving the two men unscratched.

And so the story goes: for the rest of their lives Abacrombie & Fitch remained indebted to the Great Moose for their tremendous reversal of fortune.


hahahaha that IS the queerest of the queer.

Sorry i haven't written in a while,, i have just been so busy with school and dance and christmas shopping and all that stuff. I also have had absolutely nothing to write.

Today i went to piano tho!.....yah, it sucks and i hate it and my parents are making me do it. The teacher said if i don't practice more she's gonna have to call my parents, but really i couldn't care less. I don't want to practice and i don't want to get up at 9:00 in the morning on a saterday. My mom was like well, courtney and stuff are getting up at this time to work at demoulas's, isn't piano better than that...well mom, if u think about it THEY GET PAID i don't!(i didn't say that to her, i just looked at her, cuz it hadn't crossed my mind at the time, which i wish it did.

Fortunately its christmas vacation so no more school, unfortuately i have like no friends and i have nothing to do. (i mean not MANY friends) but im gonna go to the movies! Thats the only thing im looking forward too. other than that i am just gonna be at home watching tv, movies, and going on the computer, cuz i have nothing else better to do but i wish i did. O yah im also going on a ski (yet another thing my parents make me do) trip with my family. And unless i have a friend with me,(which is hardly eever, but sumtimes leia will come with me :D ) than all that happens is, my mom yells at me, my little sister TRIES to beat me up, but i of course hurt her worse, then she cries and i get yelled at some more, so i just try to spend some quality time by myself (so if u ski or snowboard and are good at it, LET ME KNOW!)

During the week im sooo busy but i wish i wasn't. I have dance three days a week, on top of that tests and homwork, and then i have to frigin practice for piano, but i never do that anyways so i guess that doesn't count, then on tuesdays and thursdays i have to babysit my sister, when i could be with my friends after school. ANd i have to go to BG which is okay i guess, i don't like it much, i don't like most of the ppl there except for my close friends there which i luv! Im doing so bad there, its hard and everyone else is so much smarter.( i have no idea how i got in)

Anyways, yah, im doing nothing today, i will probly watch tv and once again spend more quality time with myself. I will probly write later.

ps leave comments so i have sumthing to do later!...please..

I have dreaded this day for over a month. Last night before i went to bed, i made the most of my computer becuase i knew that MAYBE, it would never be turned on for a while and then i went to bed. It seemed like not even an hour but my alarm clock rang and i pressed snooze and slept for another half an hour.. . . It rang again. i got up and got dressed. Later, i got into the car, and before i knew it, we pulled into the school. I superlatively inhaled, and then exhaled , to pull myself together, and then. . . . . . . . . . i opened the car door. I knew this day would bring sadness, madness, crying, terror, or maybe even hapiness. Yah but i knew it would bring sadness, madness, crying, and terror.

I walked into the school and everything seemed normal, the unusually nice principal, said hi, good morning, i looked at him and gave the fakest smile, i went downstairs to the lockerooms, everyone seemed pretty happy, i hid my terror under a somewhat delighted face, found sum friends did my hw in the caf with ppl and then the bell rang. I causiously walked to class and when i got there, ppl were laughing being their stupid pitiful selves, we did the pledge of alligance and stuff, and then it happened. Thats right she passed them out. just the look of that blank sheet made me shudder. And there, i saw before me, my blank progress report i was to get filled by all my teachers by the end of the day, little did i know, it was going to be worse than i thought.

It was my first class, gym. Normally i would get an A, of course i didn't give in my article (some hw thingy), so i got a C. As the day progressed more grades were added. By the end of the day we pass two sheets of our progress reports to our teacher and keep one.

Some Ppl were saying it was sooo pitiful becuase they got a c or a c+ i even heard about ppl who were crying because of a B. Then i looked down at my progress report to find 4 C's and only one A (which was an A+ in algebra!) and a couple B's. Yes, that really boosted my confidence!. . . .

Anyways we don't have to get them signed and my mom is at work. There is still hope she may forget about my progress report, considering I got 4 C's, and comments saying i missed 1 or 2 homeowrk assignments. Well my grades weren't awful, i just expected better since i believe i put more effort.

Well i have absolutely nothing to write in my blog so from em i got some great advice.

GeMiNi12132: wat should i write about in my blog?
SpAzMuFfiN1988: in there was ever a new higher intellegent species on this earth higher then humans but only a small population woudl we humans go back to our primal ways in yhinking we must destroy then b4 the destroy us or come to agreement

Hmmmm, there are some grammar and spelling mistakes in there, but lets get started.

Well if there are a minority of intelligent species on the eearth, more intelligent than humans, than well my advice would be to ummm hmmm well this could be a new debate topic. so the two sides would be: kill them off.
the other side could be: try to compromise with them.

Kill them off:

It would be too hard to try to communicate and or compromise with a species who couldn't talk english or any luanguage of the human culture. How would we go about doing this? Also, it would change human life forever. We would have to adapt to the commpromises we make, which could be hard depending on the circumstances. It would be easier to kill them off and continue our normal way of living.
Also this species, could be a traitor. they could pretend to be on our side and then kill us! It would be way to risky. Do we really want to risk the whole human civilization!?!?!?

Compromis with them

Just because we are the most intelligent species on this earth doesn't mean we can take all the rights away from other species. If a species over evolution starts to get as intelligent as humans are we just gonna kill them! i mean its not their fault they are comming intelligent. With their intelligents and our intelligents we could probly communicate with them. Sure, we could take the easy way out kill them off. Wouldn't that make us savage tho? We can't just take the rights away from other species just becuase they're as intelligent as us. Also if they are as intelligent as us asnd we try to kill them off, they could just try to do it back!

hey i was reading Cait's blog (shes in my links) and she had these.. So, i thought i would put the ones i agree with in my blog just becuase i have nothing else to write. haha not the i have a boyfriend or anything tho, but still read this and learn a thing or two:

#1 always..YES always be yourself... whoever she is, she should like you for you...

#2 DONT be cocky, it makes you look self absorbed. Timidness or self-disdain can be annoyin to thoough. Just...be confident damnit!

#3 If you dont already...find yourself an awesome calogne...girls love it! BO is DEFINITELY not the smell of romance...(sorry to break it to those guys in our gym class hahahaha...and personally cologne is definitely a big big big plus..well...a given) (me and cait are in the same gym class)

#4 Corny pickup lines = no. just..no. well, they work on some girls..unless you're just joking around then just be pretty straight forward, it's better that way.

#5 When asking a girl out make it special...be romantic! Ask her while you both are sitting under the stars, or well..not in a dark alley...AND a HUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE no would be on the internet or phone. no no no. romance is the way to go. better setting=better chances. take it from the pros.

#6 When you want to kiss a girl...be romantic...refer to the above^. Dont ask a girl to kiss her, bcuz i know a lot of ppl + me who hate that, plus u will have less of a chance if u ask...just go for it...yea its risky...but you never kno til you try? Also a good kisser is always a definite plus with girls..

#7 Girls like to feel special. Compliment her or flirt (learn how to do it well or it doesn't work...) Also, holding her around the waist or giving her your sweater to wear or putting your arm around her works (unless she's one of those people who doesn't like to be touched by some..but that does show signs of non interest. so chances are if she doesn't want to be touched by you she probably isn't into it..sorry guys)

#8 If you want to put your arm around her...like Nike says JUST DO IT. No corny yawning moves or slow aproaches....not only are they cheesy...but you could end up poking the person next to your girl in the eye...eeessshhhh
#10 IN NO WAY is it okay to burp, fart, or scratch in the presense of a girl...its not funny...its just gross.

#11 In the question of boxers vs. breifs...every girl has their preference...but my advice is boxers. No one wants to think of tighty whiteys *shudder*

# 12 Don't slap a girl's butt unless you KNOW ABSOLUTELY for sure shes okay with it....or else u could get a slap back....and it WILL hurt. Plus you've got ur own butt to fondle......but, some girls "enjoy" it...

#13 Outside appearance isn't all its cracked up to be. Show us some good humor or a sweetie on the inside we'll melt like THAT (but, not stupid gay faggot humour. you will get shot in the faaaace for that.)

#14 Dont label. Dont call her a prep or call urself a punk...real people dont need labels.

#15 Try not to send the wrong signals. Girls like to be chased by guys who are interested in them. Don't ignore them...how will they ever know you like them! oh yeah, and even if the girl is playing hard to get, it's most likely she just wants you to chase her for a little bit. don't worry, she'll give in. ;)

#16 Never make "getting some" the purpose of a date....its selfish and you'll end up sadly alone. again, it depends on the girl, but seriously...using girls for getting some is just...well..it's not cool. so. don't. but I mean if she wants to kiss then duh go for it. just be romantic.

#17 Act your age, not your shoe size...unless your shoe size is like a size 13 and you're 14...well...you get what I mean.

#18 Most girls are all about balance. We like to have fun but we know when to buckle down. Guys who are too serious can be too boring...but guys who are always hyper can get annoying. guys who flirt with other girls is a no, but guys who say "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I WANT TO MARRY YOU AND BE WITH YOU FOREVER" is a liiiiiiiitle overboard. use your own discretion...I'm sure you know how to handle it..

#19 Be sincere and honest..you can do no better! After all you have to give respect to get respect. nothing is more important to a girl than respect. let HER do the slapping not you.

#21 If you wish to live...NEVER under any circumstances make fun of what a girl wears or call her anorexic if she doesn't eat.

#22 For those dim ones out there...there is a time during the month when we're um...not ourselves. STAY AWAY far far away...*eh hem* oh yeah, don't joke about that either. cause sometimes we do just get pissed off cause YOU did something stupid, it might not necessarily be "that"

#23 NEVER screw a girl over...especially if she has an older brother or protective guy friend...you will be killed. and if you don't believe us, then go ahead and try. we won't attend your funeral.

#24 Musicians as in guitarists/bassist/drummers =hott
Confident guys= hott Cocky guys= ewwww

#25 Girls' houses are NOT ur 24 hr restaurant so dont treat them as such...yea the way to a guyz heart is through his stomach...but the way to a girl's heart is NOT through her kitchen!

#26 welll.. a really important tip is when you're around your friends, you can fool around with them...but if you forget about her it really isn't cool. and if you change and act all perverted and such then she'll end up getting pissed. because that's a turn off. majorly and compltely. it's definitely hot when guys don't give a damn what other people think. so. do that.

#27.. 6 words... know how to make moves.......VERY WELL. oh..that's 7 words. oh well..

And thats it for now, u might have noticed i skipped a couple, those are the ones i don't agree with and im too lazy to change the numbers, but if u would like to read the two that i skipped i'll write them down:


#9 DANCE! Girls love a guy who can dance. Good at grinding or swing dancing....as long as you can sweep her off her feet! Otherwise if you dont...we will...and with OTHER guys...lots of em!



#20 (for the already hooked up) When your lost and don't know what to get your girl...major tip...stuffed animals + girls = good thing (well...for me I'd just say slap me up with a romance CD and I'm good...buuuut stuffed animals is good too..)


haha well i had nothing else to write, i didn't make this up i think cait and trisha did, but yah sumtimes guys can be stupid, some of them state the obvious and others, read them and learn sumthing, i will write sumthing else later.

Tonight my cousin sara was over. ummm shes 19 years old, 2nd year of college, and is really cool (and enjoys long walks on the beach ). ummmmm yah neways. We were in my room making fun of ppl in my 8th grade class picture when my mom comes in and is like emily can i see u for a second ummmm sara u can come too if u want. So she goes into the bathroom and i follow her. So, when i walk into the bathroom i see this big lip mark on the mirror.
Mom: Emily wat is this
*i just stare giving her a weird look*
Mom: Emily, did u do this?
*i stare at her with an even weirder look*
Me: NO! mom, y would i do that
Mom:are u sure
*sara starts laughing*
me: OMG mom it wasn't me!
mom: well the only other ppl here were me, and i know i didn't do it, kezia and edson (the ppl who come to clean my house once a week) and i know they didn't do it, and u and ur sister and ur sister can't reach there.
me: mom its was definately rachel.(she's my sister who is in the 5th grade)
Mom: she can't reach that!
Me: yah but she can climb up on the counter
*my mom just looks at me with that look saying 'i kno it was u'

Wow, im not that conceded. i mean im in high school y would i kiss a mirror. I really really think it was my sister. BUT MY MOM THINKS ITS ME! rrrrrrr....

And yes it continues:

Later on in the kitchen (me, sara, and my mom)

*mom walks in and i give her a look*
Mom:what?
Me: i didn't do it! i don't kiss mirrors!
Mom: emily, omg that ur still not over that, that was so five minutes ago
Me: Mom, no one says that anymore
Mom: well i do. . . "im trying to be my own person"( yah she said that in a mocking voice, and she was supposidly immitating me)
me: MOM IM NOT TRYING TO 'BE MY OWN PERSON'
Mom: well thats wat u said to me
Me:I'VE NEVER SAID THAT TO ANYONE IN MY LIFE!
Mom:yah u did
Me: no i didn't!!!!
*yah and sara's laughing*
Mom:oh. . .

Now my mom is making stuff up she heard on tv. I have never said i want to be my own person to her. All the teenagers on tv say that BUT NOT ME! i mean who tells there parents "mom, dad, i want to be my own person" i mean come on!

So now i am being accused of kissing a mirror and trying to be my own person. I mean im not trying to be like neone else, but im not one of those ppl who are all like, "i am my own person, i have my own mind, i am me" i mean i know a lot of other ppl probly think like me, and are kinda like me, and i also know that no one is the same as me, but im not all obsessive over it. JESUS sometimes she annoys the hell out of me.

Im looking for inspiration. Unfortunately none can be found. in other words i have absolutely nothing to write. It's been 5 minutes since i wrote that last sentence. . . . . still nothing to write. But steph is all like write a new entry!

OMG. . .(this is about 20 minutes later) I JUST TRIED TO MAKE I FRIGIN CARD CASTLE FOR LIKE 20 MINUTES! ohhhhhh the frustration. It knocked down when i was on my second level every time. and then one little part knocked down which was easy to fix. So i got a little frusterated tho, so i made this big angry sigh, and then the next thing i know the whole frigin castle is colapsed! # 1 thing not to do when ur bored. MAKE A CARD CASTLE! it is the most fustrating thing u'll ever do in ur whole life.

eerrrmmm. . . thats my entry. . .

i was watching lizzie maguire the other day,i don't usually watch that show but it was on and i didn't feel like getting up, and if u have a problem that i was watching that show , then deal! Yah, so anyways, i was watching it and u wouldn't believe it! They said goober! Steph, the writers sooooooooo got that from us. Anyways yah, that really grated my cheese (steph said that once, now i luv that little phrase or watever it is) so yah that really grated my cheese. hehe.

Anyways, i've decided that im against this whole santa claus deal. I mean yah the plus side is, the presents under the tree, and the little annoying children get to be all happy about some big fat jolly man is gonna leave them presents and stretch there imagination with all these elves and workshops and mrs claus and rudolph and wat not. But still it teaches young christian children that christmas isn't about giving, but getting and christmas isn;t so much about jesus, but santa claus. Also we are straight out lying to them, and even though they are stupid and there mind is as small as. . . umm sumthing really really tiny, we shouldn't lead them on about sumthing that isn't real. I mean kids pray to santa claus i mean do u want ur kid to wroship and pray to some obese man that isn't even real. And when they find out he isn't real they get really sad and loose hope in all this miracle business. I mean when i finally came to my sences and realized there's no santa i was pretty pissed off that everyone was lying to me, it kinda makes u feel stupid that u believed in it. And it makes kids greedy. All the little kids at my dance studio are like i want this for christmas i want that, and their naming all this extremely expensive stuff, the greedy brats.
Yah so if u beg to differ, please leave a comment.

Luv Em

First day of back to school after a 4 1/2 day weekend. . . so yah, today wasn't the greatest day. i woke up at 6:23, went to school, went to all my classes which were oh so boring in their own boring way, and stayed after school and hung around with Chelsea :) and then em v for a little while and tyler for a little while. went to dance worked my ass off and my toes are hurting, ate dinner came on my computer and now im writing in my blog (incase anybody cares wat i did today). Wasn't too too bad tho!

This is 100% irrevelant to wat i just said, but have u ever met anybody(which u probly have) that is really cool and stuff when ur with them but then around other people or a certain person they act all strange, and wat i mean by strange is a total faggot. I mean why is this? are they trying to look cool, is it bcuz the person/people that they act 'strange' around also is a faggot so their personality just changes, or is it when ur the only person around they just act nice to u cuz there's no one else to talk to? The world may never know. But, i think that we all have met ppl like this but i think i have met waaay too many. It just gets annoying when they tell u that they consider u a friend but when they're around other ppl they don't act like one at all.

On the positive side, i really couldn't ask for better friends (most of the time). I am happy with everything and everyone i have, i haven't always been like this until i realized how lucky i am and if u think u have a shitty life think of all the things u have that millions of other people wish they had (to here me lecture on this go back to my 3rd entry)lol. But yah im pretty happy with everything i have, even though im a loser and a nerd. I mean there are so much things that i really wish i had done, or have that would make me really happy and believe me even though i mention that i am happy with everything i have a lot, that doesn't mean im completely happy, i mean i hardly ever mention the things that i really want that make me depressed sumtimes cuz i know no one wants to listen or read about that, believe me im not the happiest person, but im not depressed either i guess im just "secure" for the time being, and i went through a loooooooong period of time w/o being secure but i finnaly am (for the time being).

ANYWAYS. . . im gonna go ponder that whole thing about how ppl can be fags around certain ppl. . .acually im just gonna talk online.


Word of the month: bogus
Word of the century. . .acually melenium: GOOBER and/or GOOBA