Well, today i didn't really do anything. I watched tv,started my christmas list, went on the computer, attempted to do my homework (but didn't wuite get there), ate, thought, went to piano lessons, she told me to get more practicing in, u know the whole nine yards minus getting together with christina today who just got back from washington.

Like i said, i started my christmas list. I really don't want much. i want a couple CD's gift certificates (to buy clothes) and my number 1 specific thing is a base guitar (electric). i mean i don't really need much more. i have my own computer, my own room, which contains my own clothes, and other possions like hair stuff, jewlery, book/magazines, some other stuff. I mean wat more could i need. That's why i don't really want much. Becuase when i look around my room there is soooooooooooooooooo much stuff. I seriously do not need nemore except for a base guitar and CD's!

Also like i said i really didn't do anything so i thought a lot. And one of the things that crossed my mind, well i started thinking about school all my great friends, wat i could have done to make things better that i haven't. Yah, but i also thought about u know how people get judged sooo much these days.(especially with all these label thingys getting popular like punk and wat not.) I mean i get judged, u get judged, and u get talked about behind ur back too, whether u like it or not. I know that i probly do too, and i also know that i'v talked about someone behind there back b4 and im sure u have too. U have probly have also judged someone b4. These are alot of things that we can't help sometimes, and in other cases we can help but we either sorta do it w/o noticing or we just decide not to help it. Ppl get first impressions which isn't a bad thing. But if u get a bad first impression of someone and then start talking shit about them, u know thats bad. It really annoys me when ppl haven't even had a conversation with someone and start saying bad stuff about them just because they saw them acting a certain way or the way they looked.(and yes i have done this b4 and u have too) I mean i know some ppl that don't even know me well (even though they think they might) and talk a lot about me behind my back. I mean i don't care if ppl think im some poser of sumthing becuase i know im not! im not trying to be gothic and im not trying to be "punk" cuz i seriously don't even wanna be either one of those! And im not trying to be some "Sk8er girl" either cuz that name just annoys the hell out of me and i suck at skateboarding. . . . .ALOT. i can hardly do nething on them.

Sumtimes it makes me laugh though, when i hear ppl all like "poser!" I really think its the dumbest thing. I mean one time i saw in somones profile: I l luv good charlotte more than any of u posers! Ummmm yah. It was pretty humerous. But like, i dunno i just think that poser is a stupid word, and only dumb ppl say it, and a lot of the time when i hear someone say poser, they are the ppl trying to be punk or watever. And if u try to make a reputation for urself like goth or punk, it doesn't work, people are gonna notice that ur trying and call u a "poser"

But yah, my point was don't judge someone until u really know them. I know ppl who think they know me but they don't. And im sure everyone knows ppl like that, and yah if they don't like u they will probly talk shit aabout u and stuff. And ppl may think stuff about you thats not true. One of my qualities that i really like abou myself is that if someone thinks sumthing about me thats not true i could care less, but if they start saying bad stuff about me, then i will start to get really annoyed. And a lot of ppl probly feel the same way. and right now as im writing this, im not in a bad mood at all, also im not anoyed and im not talking about nething specific, but i am talking about 1 or two ppl specifically, but i still (like i've wrote many times b4) have the most awsome friends ever! and i luv u guys! and i have nothing else to write!

P.S. leave comments even if i haven't talked to you in like three months leave one anyways! it makes everything more interesting (they can my anonymous too)

Today, i went to the mall with leia, and the movies, and over billy and tommy's house for a while. I got some christmas shopping done. Ok, here's wat puzzles me tho. At the mall 1 in every 3 ppl were holding a citizens bank bag. ummmmm last time i checked banks don't sell stuff. But yah im not even exaggerating everywhere u looked u saw atleast two of them. Hmmmm i also figured out i have some bass skills. welll i figured that out a bout a week ago. But i played tommy's electric bass. it was fun. . . hmmm maybe sumtime in the future i shoud get one.

Speaking of the future, i saw timeline today. (it has to do with the future cuz they go into the past and the past is on the same topic of the future.) but yah i saw timline. If u like all that action and stuff then u should see it. I like action so i liked it, but i didn't like the plot that much so it was okay. If u don't liek watching ppl getting killed at all tho don't see it, there is A LOT of that. and i mean like someone gets killed every 5 minutes, and u get to watch them get stabbed, shot or watever and then watch them fall and slowly die (acually it usually only took them 10 seconds to lay there and die, but if u think about it thats kinda a long time to just sit there and watch someone painfully die)

Other than that nothing really happened today. Tommy was just being his weird self tho. He bought a pink shirt and wore it around everywhere. o yah and pink shoe laces. and held my purse for me in the movies for a couple minutes. And yes he has had girlfriends in the past, but no i don't know how that happened. hmmmm thats about alll that really happened. (sry this entry wasn't that interesting)

Well nothing really happened. I had about 10 ppl over. . . . . im not really sure, maybe more. Most of thanksgiving i went on the computer and slept. o yah and of course ate. I feel like im gonna throw up. But yah, nothing really happened today that neone would wanna read. hmmm i seriously have nothing to write about. So umm i guess i will tell u the topics we talked about at the thanksgiving dinner:
1. The wild turkey running around in cambridge. and of course my grandmother (not the one who is staying at our house.) was talking about how beautiful its colors were.
2. Ummmm. . . acually pretty much just number one.

Why can't we be like normal ppl and talk about how good were doing and the promotions we got. acually that is also kinda boring. But it's better than listening to my aunt and uncle (the ones who are staying at me house, doing turkey impressions! (they started doing it when we were talking about the wild turkey) they were like gobble gobble gobble. they each had their own technique of doing it. yah do u know how embarrased i would be if i had a friend over.

So yah thats all i have to write about today. I am still trying to figure out how to put comments in. when i do leave some! :D

OK its thanksgiving morning and everyone is downstairs watching the Macy's day parade. Yah , wat a blast. But im up here on my computer writing in my blog. Today my family is comming over my house, fortunately i was over em v's house so i didn't need to clean up the house and get bitched at by my mom! i also didn't have to clean my room and it was cleaned for me. :D

My great aunt and uncle (who are not really related to me cuz they are the brother and sister-in-law of my dad's stepfather), their daughter, her toddler son, and my grandmother are sleeping over. MY grandma wasn't here yesterday so it was just the other ppl yesterday. Yah, so where did i get to sleep? The tv room! and my sister got my room and i couldn't have it. does that make any scence!? it reminds me just how much my family loves me!

Yah so my "aunt" vicky stayed over. She's like "u can call me aunt vicky!" (ummmmmmm NO)
so i was like ummmmm ok..... so now i don't call her nething i just try to get her attention when i need her w/o using a name. She always makes me drink like 5 glassses of juice every morning, and a peice of fruit milk ect. ect. But atleast she brought me a present! for a present, she gave me some like plastic jewelry and a mary-kate & ashley notebook!. . . . ummm yah im no longer 5.
Ok, so on top of all of this, my sister has been hitting me all morning with the dogs toys, pillows, notebooks, the clicker, her feet, and anything else u could think of. Rahcel y do u keep hitting me! stop!
her: Because ur being stupid!
me: how am i being stupid?!
her: your just being u

So who gets blamed and yelled at? ME! so yah thats how mny thanksgiving morning has been like. (and my night)

Well i'll write back tonight on how the rest of my day went (if anybody is curious to know...)

ok here's some inside jokes that i remember and U DON"T(acually u probly might) This can be fun though see if u can find the one or one's that match u! well sorta fun a little bit, maybe kinda fun, not that much...ok ok i was jut kidding, but i was thinking of these the other day and decided to write them down.
"i saw a pigeon flying over the building"

The donut and the mole! hahahaha

Drunk guy in a bar:
And i said HEY! . . . .that's no isosceles *takes big drink of beer* thats my friend! *starts laughing* wait. . . . .I DON"T HAVE ANY FRIENDS!!!!! *starts hysterically laughing*

"Moldy sandwich"

"omg look. . . . .IT'S BOB!!!

"Two Dulls"

"hott tenis player on the magazine cover. BRAKE ME OFF A PEICE OF THAT" hahahaha

SEXY FRECKELS! (acually thats pretty recent hahah O WELL!)

"I'm greek irish!" (but its true, no joke)


Im gonna add more but thats all i can think of for now. hmmmm o well, im gonna write another entry later since this one wasn't too interesting unless u have a lot of inside jokes with me ( as i was doing this i realized i don't have too many friends so there's not too many to write) haha BUT ITS ALL GOOD!

P.S. if ur some idiotic gooba and don't know wat an isosceles is, it is a triangle with two equal sides.

We used to be the best of friends. But i feel like we're loosing all of that, or atleast most. We used to do so much together, but not anymore. THen we didn't get to see eachother that much, but when we did have the chance to, alot of the time u just went with the people you got to see every day. So yah, i tried to make it last and invite you places, and you would go, but u would never return the invitation, well maybe once or twice. I really tried to ignore it, but i couldn't, and it really hurt me, a lot. I don't even know if you noticed, but i did. Hah, if you do read this, you might not even know that im talking to you. So now, i guess we're just friends. I love you soooo much and i don't want to loose u, i hope u feel the same way. There is only one thing holding us together but without it, we probly wouldn't even be friends. Ur truly one of the greatest people i know, u really are. Im not mad at you at all, but u know i've thought this for the longest time, im just kinda sad/hurt. but yah, anyways, i hope we'll always be atleast friends!

(just really needed to get that out of my system!)

rr tomorrow there is school! it is the end of my long weekend (i got friday off) and i have a big test tomorrow. Do i study? no. Acually i did study for like a half hour earlier today and im trying to concentrate right now. . . but it's not really working. I will start in 10 minutes. (thats wat i said at 8:00, it is now 8:21) but i will eventually get there. Im in an exceptionally lazy mood right now.

Absolutely nothing happened today that anyone would want to read about. I watched the season finally of the batchelor tho(i dunno how to spell batchaler) lol and i am too lazy to go look it up on dictionary.com. but yea i watched the whole season of the batchelor last night cuz there was a marathon on. Ok basically, these beautiful women fueded to win some grusome man as there husband. i personally don't see y anyone would want to try to find their "true love" on national televsion never mind competing for him, especially when its almost always some hideous person. This guy named BOB liturally looked like a pig. and yah they competed for him, and no it was not interesting at all. You watched him make out with people as he eliminated them until there was one. I also don't see why someone would want to watch some guy bond and kiss girls and then picks one to marry, i just don't see wats so interesting about it. I just watched it out of mere boredom. (i bet thats the reason everyone else watches it too)

Let's see ummm nothing else really happened. That crap was like the hilight of my day. And its been more than 10 minutes since i started writing this, so i am gonna study even though i don't want to! We should just go to school to learn and not get any hw ( i still gotta do hw after i study)

For some reason i can't wait till school tomorrow even thought nothing is happening. I guess i just need to see my friends since i've had a somewhat depressing weekend. Although i did spend some time with Christina. STUDY! ok im not gonna stall nemore and im gonna study now.

Well, today was pretty much my average saturday.
First my mom woke me up 10 minutes b4 piano so i had to get ready in six minutes (cuz i still gotta drive there)
Then i get to piano and since i haven't practiced once this week my piano teacher tells me i should try to get more practicing in. (she's so gullable i tell her i practiced a couple times, but i still do horribly and she believes me every time but she still gives me the u should practice more lecture which wastes a lot of time)
Next i come home, my mom tells me that i have to clean my room and that i have to do my hw.
So i clean my room and then call christina cuz im bored and also i don't need to do hw since im at her house :D. Yes, im sneaky like that.
We hang out and then at around 10-11 depeding on whose house we're at, i go home or she goes home.
Then i go on AIM and now i also may write in my blog now :D

Yah and somewhere in between there i have breakfast lunch and dinner (tonight me and christina ordered out!) Yah, so thats my typical saturday in case anybody cares.

O yah check out my new smiley i made up just now It has a unibrow too! doesn't get that much better than that :

|: ) <----- thats him


P.S. for some reason the time that it says i post these entries is off by 3 hours.

It is still the same night i wrote my first two blogs. and it is 1:15 in the morning and i can't go to sleep and i gotta wake up at like 9:00 tomorrow for stupid piano lessons. o well. . . I DON"T WANNA TAKE LESSONS NEMORE! anyways. . . yah i have been reading ppl's profiles lately cuz thats wat i do when im bored. A lot ppl write stuff like:
"my life sucks"
"i have no life"
"life sux"
ect ect.

If u have a house with a roof, friends, and are going to school to get an education, then ur life doesn't suck! i mean think of it if u say ur life sucks then wat are ppl's lives like who don't have a home or can't afford an education! I mean ppl go through hard times like depression and feel lonely but this doesn't mean that ur life "sucks" per say. I mean everyone goes through those times (well atleast a great majority of ppl)

I mean i used to think i had no life and that my life sucks but i snapped out of it. But i have much more than i need. I mean i have my own tv in my room! The tv doesn't work and if u wanna watch it all u get to watch is the white fuzzy stuff, but its there and thats all that counts. I also have the best friends in the world! (nda friends, bg friends, and friends out of school.

My point is the people with great lives complain about how much it sux, but NO ONE wants to listen to you complain about that when they know that ur life doesn't suck, it really gets extremely annoying after a while!
So stop writing that in ur profile. Who wants to read it?

Earlier today, i revisted a website from my earley childhood. It is commonly known as the hampster dance. At this website u are able to listen to horrible music (which now skips so u only get to hear the beginning over and over again) while watching little animated hampsters dance. It made me think, wat is the world comming to? people watch animated hampters dance to annoying music (that skips) for entertainment?
1. Hampters don't dance
2. No one wants to listen to the beginning of an extremely annoying song over and over again
3. Why would someone want to sit at there computer staring at a screen of dancing hampsters

This website did inspire me though. Getting to the significance, if ur gonna make a website or anything in your spare time, make it somthing useful, because unless ur some fruitcake, (like mr. lozeau lol) dancing hampsters are NOT meaningful AT ALL.

So yah, i guess i am being hypocritical, since i am writing about some pointless website which contains dancing hampsters, but this entry does have the tiniest bit of significance in it. but anyways if u have read my whole blog (which is only two entries so far) or are sick of reading my blog and want the opportunity to watch hampsters dance to music that skips please click here

[ Fri Nov 21, 09:18:47 PM | Emily W. | edit ]
Well, i have had a lot of time on my hands lately and it seems so many ppl are making these online journal thingys, so i thought i'd try. It will probly be boring since i don't consider myself a funny person and have no life expirience to write about but o well! if ur bored u can read it or if u just want sumthing to do to kill time. Anyways i kinda wanted a cool font but i don't know how do that. o well. ummmm. . . . black and white can be cool sumtimes if u really think about it. Anyways, i will write more some other time. Now im gonna press post and see wat happens.