It sucks when somethings officially over and you know its never ever comming back and your just realizing it. There is no possible way it could ever come back.
Well anyway, lately i've been starting to realize that my 'childhood' is done. Life now is a hell of a lot different than life back then (obviously). What i miss, is sorta just the 'little things' in general. The way i could play outside and stuff and view the world as opposed to now. I miss the summers and swimming or running around and the certain noises like that annoying bug that amkes a really long, loud buzzing noise, and airplanes going by, and some bird chirp that i can't really describe. And just like taking walks when it was really hot and sunny out seeing all the framiliar houses and trees, getting popsicles because we were all sweaty, and playing with christina's dog, drawing in the driveway with chalk, taking bike rides down to the corner store, and getting really happy when we could wash the car in our bathing suits and the biggest excitement in life was when u could barely hear the ice cream man from far away. And then certain things like our friendship rocks (haha, that was with christina), and the woodchucks living in the yard, and thinking my house was haunted, when christina's mom was having her little brother, and just stuff like that.
Everyday life basically consisted of barbie's in christina's room, playing back and fourth between the yards, taking walks, and everything was always the same. But now, doing that everyday would obviously be not as fun. And slowly trees are being cut down, swingsets are being taken down >:(, new houses built which takes away the spaces we used to hang out in.
Everything sort of just ended over night. LIturatlly.(which was when i started highschool)

But now all of a sudden most of my friends have licenses, people are doing drugs, having sex in cars, and all of a sudden im a 'teenager'. I do stuff i never thought i would do, and i have a boyfriend, suddenly the world is such a bad place (referring to international problems), people are getting depressed and all that stuff. Don't get me wrong, I like my life a lot right now, and i have great friends, and im having fun, but at the same time i really miss the past.

ok, enough korny-ness =)