Ever since about the beginning of sophomore year..well maybe starting in november? i haven't been taking any moment for granted. And thats what i really love about myself lately, i savor each moment i have with my friends to the fullest. And even though school is stressful, and i get yelled at by my mom a lot, i am just sooo happy. I don't have the most friends in school, and i don't exactly have the most exhilerating life, but im just having soo much fun being a teenager, and i think, obviously, a lot of that has to do with not taking anything for granted.

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I think i am officially agnostic. I decided that a couple months ago, and have thought about it some. I think...if there is a God, why does he want me to go with what other people are telling me? Why can't he just once show me some proof that can't be scientifically possible, just once...then i can believe in him off faith, but believing by having faith in what other people tell me? uhh...no.
And i know people will disagree, but hah, good luck changing my opinion on it. If God, Alla, or whoever is there, and wants me to have faith in him/her, i need atleast proof once, and then im yours for life. promise.

And lastly, i have decided that i want to be an architecural designer. Is there a difference between and architect and an architectural designer? I don't wanna build anything...just draw plans. math is my forte, and it involves a lot of math, sooo...yeah =)

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Also like 70% of my friends have their lisence which is really awsome, because my mom lets me drive around with them, which is a lot easier than getting rides with ur parents. And we can just go to a bunch of different places and have fun. Except because a lot of the time, i go out with my friends that are guys ,because all my girlfriends don't have lisences yet >:0, they always want to go to hooters.....ewwwwwww GROSSSSSSSSS!!!! haha. i;ve been there twice, the food is bad. and both times tim was there. He always reassures me that he's not interested at all, and like always looks straight and never at anyone..which is sorta funny. lol. I woudln't wanna work there as a waitress though. haha too many old hillbilly men! haha

Then there's acedemics. Im a B student with sometimes A's and C's. This progess report was three a's and 4 b's tho. didn't wanna show my parents because then they'll have higher expectations of me. BUT they found it and now i have to keep my grades that way...which sucks.
then my teachers:
period 1: middle aged woman who always tries to crack jokes..but no one ever laughs..except the occasional "laughing at you...definately not with you" and sometimes she'll be like ur a tough crowd...omg you have to hear these jokes....its so baaad.
Period 2 the hillbilly teacher who talks about how he eats squirrells..... also sort of a nerd, who like to try and gross us out..with gore...he's weird.
Period 3 the fruitcake flamboyent teacher with a lysp. who thinks he's some college professor, and is the most unfair teacher i've ever had.
Period 4 the "there are noo stupid questions" teacher who wants to build a relationship with u. nickname: 'action jackson' why? he likes to check out girls...ew..he's old.
Period 5 The 'cool' teachers who ALL the girls flirt with. A bunch of senior's always come in and are like 'hi mr cote! *giggle* and he flirts back gross. He also has a touch macho image. wrestling coach...
Period 6 The most unintimidating teacher...thats constantly getting made fun of in class (he's new this year) back to the teacher....he's one that u can walk all over...and stall with him a lot and when he yells...people jsut laugh.
Period 7 (semester one) the high, hippy art teacher. who definately was a 60's hippy and probly is still a pothead. doesn't know wat she's talking about. Next time you see me in perosn..you should ask me to do an impression of her...she is seriously...stupid.
(semester two) the athletic teacher..who relates EVERYTHING to sports..and whistles really loud when we're too loud..and yeah...

the school days can be interesting sometimes..and infact..i hate snow days. I hate staying at home. i like going to school...in summer, i couldn't wait for school...i mean i guess im having a pretty good high school experience so far. and yes i did go through my stupid freshman stage...and im finally over it (yay) i was about in the last couple months of freshman year.

There's this one freshman..who tries to hang out with some of my friends and oh dear god, he is the BIGGEST loser. He has freckles, goofy looking, and crooked front teeth.Today he came up to my friend brandon and was like can i have some money?
"umm noooo"
"c'mon i need some money"
"no i don't have any"
"pleaaseee i neeeeeeed money, give me money, come on i need need moneyyy"

then im finally like "GO AWAY AND GET A JOB!!!!!"
yeah not so cool now, are you?

and he finally walked away. Me, frankly, i hate freshman..they think their soo coool!!!! ahhh and their not!!! the freshman girls walk around like their some big super models or sumthing arrghh, then the wannaabe goths who are all like 'freaks 4 lyfe!' why don't u get. a. life.!

Some are ok tho. i know some nice ones.



their ur sorta caught up on wahts going on with me.... i basically just ranted about ALMOST everything... don't except u to read the whole thing tho...its long.

love em =)

[Edit-9/9/05] haha is it just me..or did i sound pretty conceited in this post?